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By Allison Egley
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And it robs the mind so slowly.
Slowly.
Slowly.
It starts out so subtly.
You wish you had seen it sooner.
Sooner.
Sooner.
But it wouldn’t have made a difference.
Not really. Because you can do nothing.
Nothing.
Nothing.
And so, you cry out to God,
The only One who can help.
Help.
Help.
But if you’re honest, right now
You only have one question. Why?
Why?
Why?
He is a prisoner in his own mind,
Full of lies and deceit.
Deceit.
Deceit.
No, honey. There aren’t any other people in the house.
It’s only us.
Us.
Us.
His mind keeps declining
Until his body has no choice but to follow.
Follow.
Follow.
It’s usually a gradual decline,
But sometimes it comes in terrifying, steep drops.
Drops.
Drops.
You never know when the next “last” will be.
The last “real” conversation. The last words. The last steps.
Steps.
Steps.
Each time a piece is lost, you hope it’s just for that day.
You hope that tomorrow will be better.
Better.
Better.
And when those pieces are gone, you don’t have time to mourn
Because you have to adjust to accommodate the new loss.
Loss.
Loss.
Until, finally, those “lasts” are bigger.
Last food. Last drink. Last breath.
Breath.
Breath.
You can’t help but be sad,
But there’s also some... relief.
Relief.
Relief.
Because, at least now you know
He is no longer suffering.
Suffering.
Suffering.
He is finally...
Healed.
Healed.
Healed.
And one day, you know
You’ll see each other again.
Again.
Again.
One day, he will stand and wait for me
To welcome me into heaven.
Heaven.
Heaven.
And then I’ll finally be able to say,
Hi, again, Daddy.
Daddy.
Daddy.
And we will have all met our...
Savior.
Lord.
Healer.
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Revelation 21:4 (NKJV) And God will wipe away every tear from their eyes; there shall be no more death, nor sorrow, nor crying. There shall be no more pain, for the former things have passed away.
In memory of Dad who had Lewy Body Dementia and met his Savoir face to face on December 28, 2018.
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