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Topic: Hard and Soft (04/23/09)
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TITLE: A Prayer With Every Breath | Previous Challenge Entry
By Shelley Ledfors
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It does. After an eternity in moments, it does.
My desktop slants sharply across my throbbing right shoulder; my left side is wedged against the drawer panel. My head, too...tilted at an awkward angle under the slope of the wood above. Something sharp assaults my back. I struggle against the debris, but find I can move almost no part of my body, let alone the materials of my refuge-turned-prison.
“Help! Help me!”
Silence. No, not silence. Car alarms. Tumbling bricks. Ominous creaks. The groans of a broken building. All these and more reach my ears. But no voices. No answers.
My thoughts turn to my business partner.
“Bre...” I try to call to her, but am overcome by a fit of coughing.
“Brenda?”
I pause to listen but there's no reply. Again I struggle; again I call. Over and over...to no avail.
Panic rises like magma. It fills my being. With no means of release, it threatens to explode.
Help me, Jesus, help me!
Fear pauses. It crouches—still there, but no longer on the advance.
I repeat the words. It becomes my prayer without ceasing...a prayer with every breath.
Inhale... Help me, Jesus. Exhale... Help me.
My heartbeat slows from its boxer's speed bag rhythm. My breathing, though dust-choked and peppered with coughs, returns to a more normal rate.
Other thoughts surface...moths flitting around the central flame of my prayer.
Help me, Jesus, help me.
I reviewed the scene from moments before. I had just returned to my desk when the shaking started, so I'd dived under the desktop for protection. But where had I been just before that? The front door! Brenda had just driven off to meet a client. Maybe she's okay. My prayer includes her.
Help me, Jesus, help me.
A jagged slit in what used to be the ceiling offers a glimpse of the sky. It seems oddly out of place that the sliver is bright blue, yet, somehow, it inspires hope.
Seconds later, the first aftershock hits. My body's fight-or-flight reaction returns with a vengeance. This is normal, I know. But it seems pointless since I'm unable to choose either.
Inhale... Help me, Jesus. Exhale... Help me.
Hope remains. Fear submits, once again, but skulks just under the surface, ready to rise at the first opportunity.
I sleep—or lose consciousness—because the next time I'm aware, it's noticeably quieter. The alarms have stilled. I wonder...how long does it take a car battery to run down? An hour? A day?
My body screams. Every surface it touches, everything that confines me is hard or sharp or rough. Another sensation is also undeniable. ...I need to relieve myself. I delay it as long as I can, but finally the intensity of discomfort overcomes the foolishness of pride.
The next time I wake, it's dark. It takes me longer this time to realize where I am...what has happened; why I hurt and can't move. Reality mixes with dreams—or hallucinations. I'm confined to a wheelchair. I'm made to sleep in a rock quarry. I've been in a train derailment. Oh. That's right...an earthquake.
Inhale... Help me, Jesus. Exhale... Help me.
It's light again. I drift. Aware...not aware. I reach for hope. This time the sky's gray.
Pain. Discomfort. They're living companions. Thirst, a monster.
I listen, strain to hear the sounds of rescue. Sirens, voices, anything. There are none.
Panic looks up in glee, eager to claim her power.
Help me, Jesus, help me.
She returns to her skulk; I, to my fog.
A repetitive sound penetrates. It's sharp, insistent, annoying.
Again, the ground shakes. Dust falls. Fills my nose...throat...eyes.
It hides hope.
Inhale... Help me, Jesus. Exhale... Help me.
My mind strays. What's real? This world? The next?
My prayer's real. The One I pray to is real.
Help me, Jesus, help me.
Light surrounds me. A being I can't quite see, lifts me. Out of discomfort, confinement, pain. He swaddles me in softness. Carries me away.
Jesus?
Calm pervades. I'm aware, once again, of a repeating sound. But it's different this time.
Insistent barking has been replaced by rhythmic beeps. Debris by pillow and bed. I'm clean and dry. I thirst no more.
Inhale... Thank you, Jesus. Exhale... Thank you.
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"Panic rises like magma. It fills my being. With no means of release, it threatens to explode.
Help me, Jesus, help me!
Fear pauses. It crouches—still there, but no longer on the advance."
Very good indeed.
Mona
This piece had me feeling uncomfortable as I read it, which I think means you succeeded in what you set out to accomplish. You drew the reader in and made them feel what your character was feeling. Excellent work!