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TITLE: Awareness By Trisha Jackson 07/20/07 |
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Awareness
I just want you to know
I’m never doing this again.
You know that sin
that always seems to cause a fall.
I’ve tried it all
I want to stop .
It’s not my fault.
You made me like this.
I can’t do this anymore.
I can’t walk through this door.
I’ve been here many times.
The many lies.
My heart says go.
Your words say stay
Stay, in my will.
It’s a losing battle
I’m stuck with this saddle
It’s so very heavy
Can’t you see this levy
I can’t get free
At all to be
What you’ve called me.
I feel insane.
My hearts inflamed.
I want to blame
Someone for this
Deep pain inside.
I’ve much obliged
My flesh.
I look to the hills.
I admit that it feels
Like it’s been a million years
Since you answered my prayers
Or changed my affairs,
To my liking.
I’m impatient.
Victory's so far away.
I hope and I pray
That I can endure
‘til the end of this test.
I must confess.
I’m in need of rest.
Please hear my cry
Don’t pass me by
I’m your beloved
Made from above
I need you now,
I don’t know how
I will make it.
You are my rock
You are my strength.
My life’s been spent.
My heart laments.
The time I’ve wasted
The things I’ve tasted.
Doing my will.
You said to me
Come taste and see
That I am good.
Sufficient food.
I’m all you need
To survive and fight
The rest of this night
You fill my cup.
It overflows.
And now I know.
You love me so
I won’t give in.
You called me friend.
I love you.
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