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Previous Challenge Entry (Level 3 - Advanced)
Topic: Empty Nester/Retirement (from work) (09/10/09)
My friend Jessica is an empty nester. Her youngest daughter left home last year, and she is both happy and depressed in turns. She speaks of going places alone with her husband, not having to worry about school schedules, and the prospect of grandchildren to come. At times, Jessica bemoans the fact that her children don’t call or write as much as she’d like. She sometimes feels left out and lonely, but she and her husband were ready for this. They prepared by praying about it and even taking classes on letting go (it’s amazing the things that our school thinks of!). They miss their children, but they know that this is part of God’s plan, and so they are resigned to learning to let go.

I have another friend named Roxanne. Roxanne and her husband will never have an empty nest. They are both in their seventies, but their 34-year-old son, Joshua, still lives with them. Josh has Down’s Syndrome, and he will never be able to fully take care of himself. He is a beautiful boy with a heart full of love, but he functions on about a 2nd grade level, and so they knew early on that it would be impossible to expect Josh to ever be independent. They are great parents, though. They don’t complain, at least not to me. They include him in every part of their life that is possible, and they often do things together, like going to the beach or the park. Josh’s spirit is so innocent and free—it is beautiful to see. Of course, Roxie and her husband worry. Will the plans that they have carefully made for Josh so that he can live in a group home and be well cared for after their deaths be sufficient? Will he receive the same loving care after their deaths that they have given him all these years? He has no brothers or sisters, so he will be entrusted to an institution—a great one, carefully researched, but an institution nonetheless. Day to day, though, they try not to think about it. They are thankful for the time that they have with Josh and they live each day with him rejoicing in his innocence and purity. I am amazed at their peace in this situation. They tell me that it didn’t come easily.

I believe them. I am not like them. It doesn’t come easily to me, probably because I’m at a different place. My son, Jamie, is seventeen. He is autistic, high functioning, with something called Asperger’s Syndrome. He functions well on a day-to-day basis, but we aren’t sure if he can function independently. Things that he should know by now: how to take a bus, how to cook simple meals, how to pick up after himself—haven’t yet been learned. Learning to drive a car hasn’t been discussed for years, but he doesn’t seem to care. On the other hand, he is very intelligent, and his therapists all say that he has great potential. So I guess you could say that at age 52, I am in the middle. I’m not looking towards being an empty nester, because I don’t know if I ever will have that opportunity. I don’t think of a life caring for my son, frankly, because part of me is afraid that if I do that, I’ll give up and just make it happen. So while others my age begin their walk down the path toward freedom and independence, I stay behind and wonder what my future will be. Will I be alone, a widow with married and grown children? Will I be a caretaker mother to an adult child with autism? I don’t know, and neither does Jamie.

There is no easy end to this piece. I wish that I could say that I have reached a place of peace and trust in my future. I haven’t. I don’t know what my life will be like, and I worry about the expense and work of caring for a grown son. But I do know that God is in control, even if it sometimes doesn’t feel like it. So Jamie and I wait and pray, and we hope that in the years to come we will live separate lives. But even if we don’t, I know that in the years to come, God will provide a way. Somehow.
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Allen Stark
09/18/09
You have done an excellent job in making us understand the meaning of your title and how different it is to be in the middle.
Eileen Knowles
09/20/09
I agree. You did a good job of reminding the reader that for some people the empty nest/retirement years aren't always the "norm". I have a nephew with Asperger's and so my heart really goes out to families who must learn how to live with this challenge.
c clemons
09/20/09
Wow, thank you for letting us see the how another segment of people have it. Honestly I had not thought about it before. I pray that with your prayerful diligence that your decision making burden will be lifted. Keep writing.
Lisa Johnson
09/21/09
What a blessing to know that in all of the uncertainty, one thing is certain, and that is God's promise to be with us through wahtever we face.