Psalm 51:10
“Create in my a clean heart…”
Okay. I stop and think. Scratch that. I move on. But something in me longs for this kind of heart. But where do I even start?
I question. I rant. I think I’m never going to win. Why can’t I just trust in Him?
Happy are those pure in heart.
So pure meaning free of any contamination.
What have I allowed to contaminate me? Is it the toxic people surrounding my life? The busyness I claim makes me feel loved? Is it the music my ears are tuned to? Maybe that show I only watched for a few?
Whatever is it is it drawing me closer to Jesus, or further away?
That is the real question of the day.
Do the things I allow into my mind guide me towards the one I adore? Do they hinder my relationship with my savior above? Or am I renewed by the people placed in my life? Does the bible really speak to my heart?
I sit here and blab, questioning it all. But all I know is I’m loved by the lord. Is he really enough for my broken heart? Do I trust that He is the one that gives me a new start?
Whatever your circumstance, whatever your pain, Jesus is here to claim you by name. Not by the name this world has given you, but as His beloved, His most treasured possession.
So today I write. I let my pen flow. My savior above is the one who knows. The depths of my heart that are scary to share. The brokenness inside I’m unwilling to share. Emotions ignite as I sit here and think. Man am I grateful He is the king. The king who came not to receive fame, but to win me and call me by such a sweet name.
Today my spirit is willing to receive such beautiful truth that I will know for all of my days!